EmoLife

im not

2011-06-12T14:26:00.002+08:00

I'm not going to eat till my babygirl is home from johor i really miss you soo much im sorry for not always on the phone with you baby i really love you i hope you understand this dear :'(

I'm not going to eat or drink till my girl is home and msg me ^^ so now its 2 27pm wondering when will she be back home i hope you eaten there i hope your thinking of me bhy

haha

2011-05-30T23:11:00.001+08:00

HEY GIRL aku ni masih pakai aku kau dgn i u eh kalau i da start pakai lu gua uh lu tk suke uh eh ni last warning untuk kau kalau kau dapat bace uh eh ni aku kate kat maner maner kalau aku jumpe kau siap!

100511

2011-05-30T21:17:00.002+08:00

its already been 20 days we're together and i can't stop loving you ahhh!!! i hope she never read this hehehe wheeeeeee

Maybe

2011-05-03T09:16:00.001+08:00

Maybe i have HIV thats why you ignored me...

Maybe i dont have what it takes to be with you...

Maybe u dont believe that i love you till you said that to me...

Maybe just Maybe....

Eloo

2011-05-01T12:18:00.001+08:00

Eloo bloggers...

I'm back by popular demands hahaha its been soo-oo-oo long time that i blog hahaha so well lets start.. A lot of things happen to me lately and life still the same but i hate my life sooo much! nothing i do is still right :'( still i try and always put a -smile- on my face and still -hide- everything happen to me ^^ but i still do tell someone about the things happen to me...

School - i already got 2 warning letters about my attendance so if it reaches below 80% debarring time ^^ my lowest % is 82% hahaha so to who ever ajak me lpk or skip skl.. im sorry i can't do it anymore need to go for classes even if its boring or its killing me... :(

That all i want to post for now because my sis wana use the internet ^^ so gottago see ya all next time. keep the peace, love, and respect. <3 love ya

motherfucking parents

2010-03-27T10:34:00.002+08:00

I'm gonna make this clear the day you make me lose control will be the last day you ever see me I'll make sure i walk out of the door and never to come back home. i want freedom like other kids where they can go where ever they want but I'm stuck in this fucking house with nth to do shout la " Cabot laptop simpan" i Don't care if this is what you called love go and die la i just say later i do then wan shout fuck this world i don't give a shit about it anymore I'll make sure i run away and never to go home even if you say sorry i don't care anymore you hear me!

luahan hati my style

2010-01-30T17:47:00.000+08:00

Am                   G
pertama kali ku dengar suaramu
   E                Am
sayunya hatiku merindui dirimu
Am                   G
walaupun belum kita bersua muka
      C      E          Am
namun aku tetap jatuh cinta


Am                  G
pertama kali ku bertemu denganmu
  E                Am   
hatiku terpaut melihat senyumanmu
Am                   G
aku mengharap engkau menerimaku
      C      E           Am
kerna aku bersedia menyintaimu


G                  C
akan ku renang lautan yang berapi
Dm                     Am
membuktikan kehebatannya cinta ini
G                    C
tetapi jikala kau meninggalkan aku
Dm
terhiris hati ini
Dm
terguris jiwa ini
E
menangis tak berlagu


Am                  Dm
biarpun ombak yang merubah pantai
  G                  C
kasihku takkan hancur berderai
F            Dm
biarpun hari berganti hari
  E
dirimu tetap ku nanti


Am           Dm
sayangku pimpinkan tanganku
 G        C
menuju mahligai bahgia
F                 Dm
kita bersama nikmati kisah cinta
   E
hidup bagaikan di syurga
     Am
Oh Kasih



G                  C
akan ku renang lautan yang berapi
Dm                     Am
membuktikan kehebatannya cinta ini
G                    C
tetapi jikala kau meninggalkan aku
Dm
terhiris hati ini
Dm
terguris jiwa ini
E
menangis tak berlagu


Am                  Dm
biarpun ombak yang merubah pantai
  G                  C
kasihku takkan hancur berderai
F            Dm
biarpun hari berganti hari
  E
dirimu tetap ku nanti


Am           Dm
sayangku pimpinkan tanganku
 G        C
menuju mahligai bahgia
F                 Dm
kita bersama nikmati kisah cinta
   E
hidup bagaikan di syurga
     Am
Oh Kasih

yoyo

2010-01-28T19:09:00.002+08:00

yoyoyo hello boys and girl this is me safawi your man for today long time never blog.Someone wanted me to update eh nah here this is for you tau if you are reading this you know who im talking about kan kan =) Let's begin^^

Part 1)today woke up 6 05am like normal and bath and eat and all geting ready for skl and 6 35am im off to my frend house but first i have to send my little sister to skl which is near to my frend house. then while walking saw my another fren and i ask him weather to follow me to see my frend and go school together so he say yes soo after i send my little sister me and my fren went to meet my other frend then bla bla skip skip here and there reach school already

Part 2) in school first period was CE boring then science but the weird thing is my DM never disturb me THANK GOD!! meaby because he was in a bad mood about yesterday xD.
lets skip to after skl i call CUTIE we talk talk talk hehe talk somemore and i never take bus 69 two times hehe i was waiting for a double deck bus but never came so i take the 3 single deck bus boring skip skip to home i sleep till 4 30pm i woke up i was late and i rush to my little sister school to fetch her home then bla bla tada the end.

that's all i wana blog about meaby i will blog tomorrow also hehe and btw to CUTIE dont worry about your common test for your subject that you fail dont worry one day i n u will study together and we will pass our N levels with flying colour hehe and the bet is still on hehe now i have to wait for my mother tongue test paper hehe luv you^^>

sosrry

2009-12-19T12:49:00.001+08:00

hey sorry i never update for a while i got problems.

well today is saturday and its raining thats all i wana say xD nth to talk about

2009-11-19T11:43:00.005+08:00

Hotaru no Hitari

2009-11-16T16:06:00.005+08:00

Sha la la... itsuka kitto
Boku wa te ni
surunda
Hakanaki mune ni
sotto
Hikari moete yuke

Aitaku naru no
SHOUTOU
Naki taku naru no
JUNJOU
Natsu no hi ni tobi
konda
Hoaru wa kae ra nai

Anata wa nani mo
iwazu
Kuchizuke o nokoshite
Kizutsu ku mama una
zui nare
Kanashii hodo inochi
yutameite ita

Sha la la... itsuka kitto
Boku wa te ni
surunda
Hakanaki mune ni
sotto
Hikari moete yuke

Sha la la... itoshiki
hito
Anata mo miete iru no
Mamayui tsuki ga
sotto
Ashita o tera shite

Tsuyoku
tsuyoku
Kagayaite...

camp rox~!

2009-10-26T16:47:00.002+08:00

k hello readers I'm going to try and update my blog as fast as possible I'm kinda bz and I'm left with half and hour with my comp hmm k lets start

yesterday during camp we get to know about trainers this and that and then straight away we did our group name and logo my logo is a superman sign and group name is SUPRA woo!!~ it means STUDENT UNITE POWER RADIO ACTIVE
hahaha
k then i skip the hole day....

the last day of camp in fact i never sleep omg thats y there is this eyebag upder my eye haha kinda boring last night so me and my team members go and plan the song to dance for talent show first the hole team did the cadburry 24sec eyebrown hahaah it was funny and one of my frend started doing sonething cute and all started laughing and that make me feel ok because my heart was punping soo fast i was scared to dace in the small space because there were 8 people in a team then after that 24sec

BOOM! 5 teammate jump out and sit down me moved to the right and my other fren move to the left and my one of my fren did a solo POP-ing with the song RED PILL by JABBAWOCKEZZ i was impressed with his dance move haha then BANG!!! it was my solo i did a MASTER MIX OF PYT FROM THE JABBAWOCKEZZ haha and it was my fav did my move and my fav move the "RAPID" hahaha now im waiting for the video of my group dancing and i will show it to you especially you if your reading this hehe after all the group dance it was time to give out the prize for the best dance,fastest game in amazing race and best logo haha my group won nothing but that dosent matter.

then after that JASON play the guitar with the song i belive i can fly it was sad but we will sing in a happy mood haha k thats all i think i wana blog
peace out~!

pain~~

2009-10-18T22:13:00.002+08:00

HEllo ReAderS

Nth much to sey tonight but today and yesterday my heart was in pain. the pain of the past remembering those dayz what she did to me:'( and hearing that song that make me feel this way tomorrow i will go studying with my friends and i hope that my feeling will not disturb them

For my english Exam I got 49\60 totally co0l 11 wrong yeah!! for math i fail even tho i just pass 53\100 i dont think my parents will like that to today i told them my english result xD and tuesday is my science paper 2 exam gotta study thats all i wana blog about

sorry lame tak update

2009-10-16T17:14:00.002+08:00

sorry eh people that i never update hehe lazy but now i will start updating because there is a girl that ask me to update hehe

k first start in the morning wake up like normal bath never eat then go skl take 67 from safra there i though i was late but i was not thx to the busdriver Wo0T!

These day i have been falling in love with st12 new song BIARKAN JATUH CINTA

My mission to get a purple and pink shirt is still on and its getting harder and harder to get if anyone free pls help me ~~

after school when to bedok int then tak ebus 69 and go home to change and then go out again go hang out with my friend under his block there we played psp and vs each other in a PVP fighting game its a draw safawi : win 3 draw 0 lose 3 benjamin : win 3 draw 0 lose 3 haha well that's all i wana update now meaby i will update tomorrow so link me OK

~~peace out~~

flying high

2009-06-15T09:36:00.002+08:00

Time is passing by,you gotta make it through the night until the morning you say "Goodbye,for now darling." Maybe you will come back , on another day you'll do that Go away with the wind, it takes you now

We are flying high, saying farewell would be a lie There's no need tonight to spend a sleeping lonely night We are flying high, There's no way to say goodbye You're denying, why?

I'll Be Back And Then You'll Be Mine

13 june 09

2009-06-13T17:42:00.002+08:00

today's life is normal

woke up late today because sleep late yesterday haha totally late for madrasa getting more boring hah then new girls keep joining im the only boy/joker wth! still without me no fun there haha and amirah from my class going to malaysia today aww not im left alone no one to talk to :(

hi

2009-06-12T15:23:00.003+08:00

hello

lets start...

today wake up as normal
then clean the house
then bath then play the

laptop and today is friday and i totally forget that i have friday prayers so i went for friday prayers then jalan2 around tampines mall and tampines one haha boring xD. then after that i went to tampines library to read this malay book which is damn thick but i only read a few pages like 10 wohoo~ k thats all~

sorry

2009-06-11T14:52:00.003+08:00

hello

SORRY for the late update just not in the mood in these month im still not ok thx for asking so meaby tomorrow then i start bloging again k bye

of cost its you then who!!

2009-04-06T18:56:00.002+08:00

nah im angry with someone hmm not one a lot!!! hmm there was me minding my own problem looking at the sky keep looking everyday finding a sign hmm

WHO AM I ANGRY WITH NO THERE IS NO ONE (ITS YOU) YA IM TELLING THE TRUTH NO ONE (ITS YOU) HAVE U EVER SEEN ME CRY, HAVE U SEEN ME ANGRY NO RIGHT I'VE BEEN HOLDING MY ANGER FOR A LONG TIME NOW AND I REALLY REALLY CAN'T HOLD IT ANYMORE HMM THATS ALL ARH!!!! SORRY FOR THE LAME FORMATNG LAZY TO CORRECT IT

stare2

2009-04-03T17:42:00.004+08:00

hey
today was a boring day so i skip to after skl hehe after skl i go to ben house to relax XD
haha we play pes2009 on his ps3 haha
he win me 2 to 1 hhaha i will get my revenge haah then
2 Oclock already so me and ben go out taking his guitar then come to my house play guitar thats all nth to type haha k . sorry :) keep smiling :)

this is just the small part want the real one msn me i lazy to blog it (::)

Today's life

2009-03-17T19:53:00.002+08:00

k today woke up dame early in the morning -.- bath then wait for benjamin at his house then take 69 to go skl ahah.

k when we reach skl today was like co0l because only my class wear black shirt lol me and murthaha only wear black long sleve shirt XP haha k bla bla bla k skip >>>>>> when in the bus i vs kelvin PES2009 haha 1-1 haha lucky him haha k then reach the place then took loads of pic haha u know its lame but to me its a new thing to do (omg i dnt know im good at taking pic haha) i could be a photographer but then its too late haiz k

Then after a long walk and writing we went to eat skip>>>>>>after eat wait 4 the bus and went back to skl this time i play DJMAX on my psp alone :) haah k but this is the weired part i msg people but they never respon -.- haizZz then when reach skl we have to complet the paper thing lol i completed it way early hahahahaha k

Now my group which only have 3 members: Safawi Kelvin Benjamin and we make a chair on these things: 4 cardboard,penknife,pensle blablabla and we did it!!! k lame hahaa k then we eat BBQ co0l i be the cooker nice right i can cook k haha cook lots of stuff~~~ haha end that bbq at 5 30pm lloll dame late haha k clean haha but i never help clean wakakakakaka haah then teachers ask us if u wana bring back some food home so i have a hold load of otak2 and corn and bring them home ~hehe~ k dont wana blog till the end so done haha k bye

I -- HATE EVERYTHING ALL ABOUT YOU !WHY--DO I LOVE YOU?

2009-03-10T18:18:00.002+08:00

Everytime we lie awake...After every hit we take...Every feeling that I get...But I haven't missed you yet.Every room-mate kept awake...By every silent scream we make...All the feelings that I get...But I still don't miss you yet.

Only when I stop to think about it.......

I -- HATE EVERYTHING ALL ABOUT YOU !WHY--DO I LOVE YOU?I -- HATE EVERYTHING ALL ABOUT YOU !WHY--DO I LOVE YOU?

Everytime we lie awake...After every hit we take...Every feeling that I get...But I haven't missed you yet.

Only when I stop to think about it.....

I -- HATE EVERYTHING ALL ABOUT YOU !WHY--DO I LOVE YOU?I -- HATE EVERYTHING ALL ABOUT YOU !WHY--DO I LOVE YOU?

Only...When I Stop...To Think...About You

I know...Only...When You Stop...To Think...About Me...Do You Know?

I -- HATE EVERYTHING ALL ABOUT YOU !WHY--DO I LOVE YOU?YOU -- HATE EVERYTHING ALL ABOUT ME !WHY--DO YOU LOVE ME?

I Hate --

You Hate --

I Hate --

You Love Me!

I -- HATE EVERYTHING ALL ABOUT YOU !WHY--DO I LOVE YOU?I -- HATE EVERYTHING ALL ABOUT YOU !WHY--DO I LOVE YOU?

4giving

2009-03-08T19:13:00.002+08:00

Hmm 4giving u is that good i never think of 4giving u from the start but something make me do it i regrat it hmm idk y i even do it from the start i hope u are HAPPY NOW hmm will if your happy is that good? im NOT my problem are not solve yet.

and people ask me y am i emo but HAPPY GO LUCKY at skl?? would u like it if im emo 4ever? if u are thx if your not thats y im trying to be happy sometimes u haven seen the real me there is two me and 1 is very emo totally emo the other one is better u fine out by yourself meaby this teachers day then hah thats all

~HATE~

2009-03-06T20:40:00.002+08:00

THERE IS NO POINT IN LIVING ANYMORE
AS THE DAYZ PASS MORE HATE BUILDS UP IN ME
DO U CARE IF IM ALONE??
DO U EVEN CARE IF IM ANGRY??
IS THERE SUCH THING AS LOVE??
THERE IS ONLY HATE IN ME
EVERYWHERE PEOPLE WILL HATE ME
LIFE HAS NO MEANING TO ME ANYMORE
WHEN WILL TRUE LOVE COME??
IF U WANT TO SEE A RAINBOW U HAVE TO GO THROUGH THE RAIN,
IF U WANT TRUE LOVE U MUST PASS TRUE PAIN, SUFFERING,LONELYNESS
EVERYTHING I DO IS WRONG AND I WILL NEVER DO ANYTHING RIGHT!!

IM WRITING THIS BECAUSE TODAY IS A VERY SAD DAY FOR ME AND ONLY ME NTH I DO IN THIS WORLD IS RIGHT EVERYTHING I DO TO PEOPLE JUST MAKES THEM ANGRY AND THEY HATE ME

IM IN THIS SCHOOL AND YOUR IN THAT SKL WE RARELY MEET , CHAT , DO THINGS TOGETHER ANYMORE U KNOW I LIKE YOU BUT I KNOW U NEVER LIKE ME FROM THE START Y DID U SAY U LIKE ME I PLAYED YOUR GAME,FORGIVE YOU,AND EVEN KEEP U COMPANEY. THINGS ARE GONNA CHANGE NOW IM GONNA HATE EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING IN THIS WORLD ~HATE~HATE~HATE~HATE AND ONLY HATE IS THERE
PAIN IN THE OTHER HAND IS THERE BESIDE ME WHEN U HATE SOMEONE THE PAIN IS THERE HURTING YOU AS THE DAYZ PASS

~HATE,PAIN,HEARTBROKEN=TO ME THATS ALL I WANA SHARE HATE U ALL!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

2009-03-03T15:35:00.002+08:00

TODAY I WOULD WANT TO ASY THIS:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY TO SHAFIQAH HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U

Today's life

2009-03-02T17:18:00.002+08:00

today morning was normal wake up bla blab la go skl here skl there k when english my blog start while waiting for english teacher to come wait outside like a bodyguard then my fren disturbing me again and again pls la stop disturbing me!!!k then all of the sudden another teacher come in and tell the hole class to keep quiet-.- nvm i go in and sabar teacher at last come in study study while hearing song then go home but then be4 going home go mac haha go there do wat?? eat yum2 after eat then dance tecktonik lol! k lets skip to in the interchange haha said my fren i take 168 but in the end we all take 69 :) haha k then while i was walking home saw my parents in the car watching me XD haah i wanted to take me go TM go to the road show i though wat but im getting phone -.- haah k im happy yet sad dont ask y:) then after that i go changi to repair my fishing road wakakaka hehe thats all

thx

2009-03-01T20:39:00.001+08:00

hi ok at last im blogging again first i wana say thc fahana for modifying my blog omg my blogskin totally rox hehe k thats all for now

Tired Man ~_~

2009-01-04T14:45:00.000+08:00

HI all its me again tooday is sunday and im still tired -.-''. yesterday slep late because my mind is like playing tricks on me. I slep like 2 in the morning then i wake up like 9 45am lol 7h and 45mins of slep XD. then i watch SHES THE MAN okto at the movie totally co0l show.The show ends at 11 30 then i bath lol. Im trying to lead a happy life but its hard.That all i will say for now...bye.

its a new life

2009-01-03T21:33:00.000+08:00

HI im safawi im hew here let me start with a HAPPY NEW YEAR singapore